Monday, July 6, 2009

cant live withouts/regret buying

My days of stealing the internet are over! Fortunately, I can do pretty much everything from my phone. Even watch youtube! New discovery! I wanted to do a 10 products I can't live without VS. 10 products I regret buying. 
Here goes: 

10 products I can't live without!
1.Burts Bees Raspberry Lipbalm: this stuff is fantastic! Its newly discovered because of "project 10 pan" and I'm so glad it was! I put it on before I go to bed, and when I wake up, and when I'm going out I throw it in my purse. You can't use it enough! It tastes and smells great, its super cheap, and has actually saved my lips.
2.Cream Blush by MAC in "tint"- this is like a deep neutral raspberry color. Now that my hair is really dark brown, it goes so well with my skin tone, and it leaves a really dewy glow. I've gotten into blushes lately, so they'll be a few cheek products in this list, but this is definitely my favorite! 
3.Highlight Mineralize Skinfinish by MAC in "soft and gentle"- when Michael put this on me, I was in love. I had heard such good things about akinfinishes and had never tried them. He put one side of my face on with a dry brush and one side with a damp brush, and both were beautiful. Just an awesome product. 
4.Creamy Face Cleanser by KissMyFace- this stuff works miracles. I needed a makeup remover, and didn't want to by a strictly eye makeup remover which is what a lot of products are. I found this at whole foods, and it was a little pricy, around 15 dollars, but is exactly what I needed. A lot of products say you need a pea sized amount, and you always need more, but this, you honestly need just that for your whole face. Will continue to buy! 
5.Creamsheen lipglass by MAC in "boy bait"- best lipgloss I've ever owned. Unfortunately these are limited editions. The texture is so nice and glossy without being sticky at all, and feel so nourishing. The color is a light neutral pinky beige and great for everyday wear. I also have one in 'sin' which is a dark brown red, which for anyone interested, goes amazingly with 'darkside' amplified lipstick. My new favorite combo for going out! 
6.You Rebel tinted moisturizer by benefit in 'dark'- this stuff is really nice. The texture is really light and it lasts a long time. I use this darker moisturizer after I spray tan because its the perfect shade for my skin, and it blends really well! 
7.liquid highlighter by benefit in "highbeam"- I really enjoy this stuff. I've had it for a while now, and when I want that innocent, really pinky shimmery look, I brush this one my cheekbones.The applicater is the only negative I have regarding this product. It looks like a nailpolish brush. 
8.BadGal Lash Mascara by benefit in "plum"- I had a hard time choosing whether or not I liked the plum or the black mascara better but I went with the plum because I have deep green eyes, and the red in the mascara makes them pop. I LOVE this mascara formula and will never buy another. It literly makes you look as If you have fake lashes on, and I love lashes! 
9. Chanel Nailpolish in "Boa"- this summer has been the summer of blushes and nails for me. I always rip my nails off, whether it be anxiety or bordem. My friend suggested I wear nailpolish so that I won't do that. I went and got a manicure, and so far, no ripping or biting for almost 3 weeks! My stepmom gave me this hotpink color about a year ago and its perfect. One coat and I'm good to go! 
10.Jasmine and Henna Fluff Ease hair mask by LUSH- this stuff works wonders. I dye my hair a lot, hopefully not anymore, I want my hair dark, and I'm starting to grow it out, but I need that extra conditioning and moisture and this stuff is perfect. Plus, when I wash it out, I don't need shampoo and it gives me soft beachy waves. I'm almost out though! 1 product for project 10 pan!

10 things I regret buying: 
1.Studio Mist Foundation by MAC in "summer"- I honestly don't even know why I bought this. Its pretty old, but looking at the can, I know they don't even carry them anymore, and I thought it was a bronzer, not a foundation, which is what I bought it for. The spray can is really unpredictable, I spray it on my racoon brush and then use it as a contour but its so dark for my skin, and very hard to blend in. Eww! 
2.Peeper Paints by Valerie in "devils food"- I didn't know If I should include this, because it didn't actually buy it, but If I can stop someone else from purchasing it, awesome. This brand is only found in California, and the product is awkward. Its an shadow but it has this layer or glitter over the top so you think its really pretty but after your first use, the color is kinda blah. It cracks very easily and the product is hard to pick up onto a brush and doesn't blend AT ALL! 
3.Stick Highlighter by benefit in "gilded tangerine"- I bought this because I was getting really into benefit and thought this color was really pretty in the packaging. It was a light gold color that looked really wearable. Unfortunately, when I got home and tried it, the color was bright orange! It left chunks of product behind as well instead of gliding and leaving a a soft sheen. Disappointment! 
4.Paint Pot by MAC in "delft"- this is a blueish color, and I also own the red, but HATE paintpots! They don't work as a base, and although I've kept them tightly sealed, the product all clumped to the middle of the glass container and dried out! Ill be sticking to paints in the tubes. 5.Maybelline dream mousse blush in "playful peach"- horrible consistancy! Gross texture, and I was looking for a peach color, not a bright light pink, that would make me look like Barbie! 6.Burts Bees lipshimmer in "champagne"- I really like burts bees products usually, but this product has a lot of chunky glitter in it that makes my lips feel gritty instead of moisturized. The color, which I thought would be a light peach wash was actually ourplish gray looking. Yuck! 
7.ocean salt face and body exfoliater by LUSH- I had such high hopes for this because people raved about it online. The smell is very good, but it burned my skin, and whenever I licked my lips, whether it be 3 days later, I felt like I was eating salt! I can find another exfoliater that doesn't taste gross.

can i hold out from love?

I think as much as I don't want a relationship, its really hard not to be with the person I care about.I watched Alfie today, which I do very rarely but it made me think. That I deserve happiness. I deserve to be with the person I love and who loves me. Don't we owe that to ourselves. I wish I could say 'let's be together and deal with our bullshit' but that isn't something that works. Dealing with our bullshit has to be done before we can really make something work. Sure, I'm in a position where I have the emotional control to fuck, but that's just not something I want anymore. I can hold out from sex, can I hold out from love?

Saturday, July 4, 2009

RETRO lush

My mama bought me Retro Lush today!!! Remember: RETRO items are discontinued store items that can only be found online. I can only post what I got since it's coming in the mail and I don't have any first impressions...The descriptions are what I read off of the site.
We did order from the LUSH UK site because it's less expensive. I'll put the currency converter with the product - compared to the US price.


Two Timing Tart Bubble Bar - 3.00 pounds ($4.89 US dollars) on the UK site compared to $5.95 on the US site.
A bubble bar that smells like coconut and fruity tartness.


Miranda Soap - 2.79 pounds ($4.55 US dollars) on the UK site, compared to $7.95 on the US site
A kiwi scented soap, with exfoliating kiwi seeds.
After 8:30 Massage Bar - 3.75 pounds ($6.12 US dollars) on the UK site, compared to $8.75 on the US site.
Has been referred to a "frango mint" scent. Little apprehensive because a lot of people have said it's messy because of the chocolate bottom, but my mom bought a massage bar, and I got one for the free tin.

The Sicilian Bath Bomb - 2.90 pounds ($4.73 US dollars) on the UK site, compared to $5.95 on the US site.
This is the reason I really wanted to buy retro items. orange and tangerine scented bath bomb!


Thursday, July 2, 2009

Ins and Outs

Just doing a few "Ins and Outs":

Ins:

-youtube gurus. I'm kind of obsessed. I can watch them for hours. Some, I've been watching for so long, they feel like my friends, and then I feel like a loser. Haha.
-Blush. I'm such a makeup junkie, but haven't really ever been into blush. Last time my mom took me to the MACpro store, I got a cream blush in "tint", and am IN LOVE. I also have a mineral blush from MAC is "warm soul" that gives a really pretty glow.
-My mom's annual nurses picnic being on Wednesday.  There's always so much fantastic food!
-Spending time with Cassi, Jenny, and Brit. I can't remember the last time I had really good GIRLfriends. They've been lifesavers. They're just such good, positive people. I really enjoy their company, and don't feel used whatsoever.
-Brittany's brother,Matt, moving in with Dean and Brit. WHAT A FOX! We went out to dinner together the other night, and there's been a little innocent flirting.... ;)
-Matt's beagle puppy named Bella! 

Outs:
-My microdermal is giving me trouble lately. It got hit, and was swollen and red, and very painful. I almost thought I might have to get it taken out (which I found out isn't as bad as I thought it was), but I don't have to, and its clearing up.
- My kitty's eye is acting funky. She keeps closing it and there's a lot of discharge. If its still bothering her next week, I might have to take her to the vet. She LOVES the vet, what a weirdo....but hates the car, so I don't like taking her.
-The weather. It was like 92 degrees consistently, and then the second I went out and bought a fan, it went down to like 60 degrees!! Disappointing summer. 
-My choice to do the "Project 10 pan". I know it'll be helpful, and save me a lot of money. Theres just one lipstick I want to get before I OFFICALLY start. I already decided one of the products is going to be my Burts Bee's raspberry lipbalm. If I apply it at night, my lips are SO smooth in the morning.
-Wanting to loose weight, and it being SUPER hard. I live near a bunch of bars and fantastic restaurants. Beer/Bar food is not good. I need to start cutting back. 

Love me.

I love you.
I hope you continue to keep letting me love you.
And one day, I hope you'll let yourself love me back.

Happy 23rd Birthday to the Boy That Broke my Heart

So my makeup artist friend from Indiana, who I never get to see, is in town tonight! She texts me to meet up with her because it's her bestfriends birthday, and I'm all like "cool! Ill meet up with you at (so and so bar)!" and then I was like...wait. FUCK! My ex boyfriends birthday is today...isn't it? Her bestfriend is my exboyfriend...isn't it? 


That sucks balls...
Happy 23rd Birthday to the boy that broke my heart. 

LUSH/Project 10 Pan

So a little review, because I haven't posted in a little while regarding LUSH

Vitamin C Toner Tab (I haven't used Vitamin E yet) - I was actually a little disappointed with this product!  My face had been really red and irritated for a few days, so I thought it would be a nice treat. I heated up water in a pot on my stove, as as directed, I dropped the toner tab into the pot, and put a towel over my head into the bowl. The steam was really nice, and the smell was amazing, but after wards, even after taking some of the infused water on a bad and wiping my face, my face wasn't smooth or moisturized, it actually felt really gritty. Im going to use the other one because I have it, and they were only $1.50, but I won't be repurchasing them. Maybe with the next tab, I'll do the procedure and then do a mask. I usually use products by themselves to get the full effect. 

SO...I've decided something:

I've been watching youtube makeup gurus like I always do, and one girl who I'm loving right now, named Laura (she's from England and so adorable) created this thing for makeup junkies called "project 10 pan". Its where you don't allow yourself to buy makeup until you've finished at least 10 products. Not only does it save you money, stop you from impulse buying, but it also makes you take a look at all the products you have that you don't use. SO! As of today, commence: Whitney's Project 10 pan!  (Of course this includes MAKEUP: eyeshadow, lipstick, gloss, pigments) (DOES NOT INCLUDE: skincare, nailpolish, LUSH, or getting my brows done) So after I'm through...Ill rate myself on how I did.